Sunday, December 14, 2014

Going to Fast...


Is it possible to go to fast?

Memory is clearly failing...

This morning while practicing I was utterly unable to pay attention.

I would thoroughly breath in I AM and would be totally lost by the time I remembered to express the given pillar.

Even trying to write this now, I space out, completely blank;

Many moments lately I've found 'myself' pacing, clearly looking for something to identify with or orient towards; as some sort of causal explanation for my is-ness..

Irritation arises as daydream drifts through like the breeze,

I look at my friend, she stares blankly back, clearly in the same boat as I;

Then for some impossible reason, some act of mercy or grace, I remember my heart and re-enter that space;

Released... dispersed..

Warmth, flooding;

Love, overwhelming...

How, how, how,

Who the fuck knows,

But at that very moment she begins to wag her tail...

This builds, directly proportionate reactions,

As if the tables have turned, the masters' now praising my actions.
                                                                                                                                                                                     
I listen to my teacher, my sibling, sing the lemurian chant, recognizing my voice in his

Simultaneously I AM on both sides of the void, experiencing and expressing from both banks;

Interference patterns FORM in the middle;

Geometry is born...

My stomach rumbles,

A car goes past,

So I ask you again,

Am I going to fast...?

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                                                                                                  Akene144
                                                                                                  Nov 2014


                                                                                                                    

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